Separation; 28th October 2009; 3:00 a.m.

You got me gifts
You thought about me
In a warm way
You cared for me
In ways I couldn’t imagine
You conversed with me
For long hours
You shared your every thought
Your every sorrow
Was mine
Your every happiness
Was mine
Your every tear
Was mine
Your every fear
Was mine
You knew me inside out
You cared to wipe
My tears
You were with me
when I was low
You supported me
When life was slow
We were together
We were more than near
We were one.

Last year
You found someone else
You bought him gifts galore
You cared for him more
You talked to him
In ways I couldn’t imagine
You brought him closer to you
You shared your every emotion
Your every side
You loved him like never before
You planned Your future
with him by your side
You planned your days
With him by your side
You travelled far & wide
With him in your mind
Suddenly, without a thought
You just walked away.

It pains.
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In his talks
You were blown away
Without realizing
He is just a stranger
Showing you his world
Through his eyes
Controlled & biased

Every step you took
Towards him
Did you not think of me even once?
Every gift you bought
Were you not bringing him closer?
Every emotion you shared
Did you not realize
It is taking me away?
Everytime he touched you
Everytime he kissed you
Did he not snatch you away?

The distance you travelled
With him
Has left me far behind
Longing for you
Crying to be with you
Seeking your attention
In every way – anyway

The distance you travelled
With him
Has taken you away from me.